Sunday, November 27, 2011

awak lah yg terbaek !

aku taw aku da banyak menyusahkan dia demi kepentingan ak sendiri...tp ak buat semua ni sbb ak sygkn dye sgt2 smpai satu tahap tu ak xboleh nk terima perkataan "xboleh" kalau sbb dye...tlong laa Ya Allah, Kau jauhilah sifat mazmumah dalam diri aku ni....kau bantulah aku....wmhh, cyg syg kat b smpai bile2...pleaseee,, cyg try ubah perangai cyg...cyg taw cyg da banyak sgt bagi kesedihan berbanding kebahagiaan kpd b...maafkan cyg..cyg seorg insan yg sgt lemah buntukan kasih syg dari insan lelaki...cyg taw cyg OVER sgt.maapkn cyg b.... cyg nak jadi kekasih yg baek untuk b...cyg xtaw ape yg akan terjadi kalau tiada b disisi cyg ! cyg syg b...  :'(

nah , ni untuk b syg !


Beribu bintang di langit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah
Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih ku ucapkan

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku

i luv u syg !

Friday, November 25, 2011

WMHH ,, dis song juz for u.. ILY IMYSM :')

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school 
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

after i looked them , i felt.........................

SEDIH KOTT ! pas ak tgk dyeorgg , tiba-tiba je ak rase bersyuko sgt ngn keadaan ak yg sempurna fizikal n mental, mmg sebelum ni pon ak bersyuko, tp bila tg je dyeorg, rase brsyuko, insaf mmg lahir secara sendiri lam hati aku ni . menitis jugak air mata ak bila tgk keadaan dyeorg yg kurang sempurna dari manusia biasa ni, Ya Allah , aku bersyukur kepadaMu... oke, back to my story.

2 november 2011, bagi memenuhi objektif bagi subjek mgt538, kiteorg kna buat community services. idea-idea dtg dari kiteorg sendiri, so kire yg terbek, tmpat tu la kita akn pergi melawat tuk buat community services ni la. bila je dpt tahu sal hal ni dari lec, kiteorg pon berbincang lam grup , mcm2 idea la kluar , antaranya :
 
a) pusat pemulihan akhlak
b) down syndrome
c) blood donation
d) anak angkat
e) yg ni xboley blah : BERSIH PNTAI : hehe

lepas dapat kata sepakat, n sesuai ngn community services, lec pon decide kiteorg pergi kat down syndrome centre. first2 tu, ak rase cam "alaaaahh, knapa down syndrome?" sbb per taw ak ckp cmtu, sbb ak mmg da taw, ak xkuat nk hadapi benda ni , ak x snggup nk tgk dyeorg camtu, sedihh wehh...kalau bey ak nk elakk..but apakan daya, ak kna jugak, try to think positively !

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pada pkol 8 pagi, kiteorg pon bersiap-siaplah nk pergi kat down syndrome kota bharu. Ya Allah , perasaan ni sgt terujaa,,

bila je smpaii , kedatangan kami dismbut oleh seorg pelajar di situ yg bernama tan chi kang..yups ! dye syndrome down...hepii je ak tgk dye,, bile dye tgk kiteorg smpai, dye excitedd sggttt menyambut kami...

kiteorg pon masuk lah kat tmpat down syndrome centre tu....sgt cantikk tmpat dye ! seyesssss.....
mase tu, pelajar2 kat centre tu xsmpai lagi, dyeorg lmbat ciket smpai...

mase tu, ak pon ambil la peluang bercakap ngn tan chi kang ni.. kesian je ak tgk dia..tp wlupun keadaan dye mcm tu, dye masih lagi mmpu untuk senyumm . walhal lam aty dye , xde sape pon tahu kn ? :'(

lam pkol 9 pagi lebih2, before aktiviti start, koordinator tmpat itu bersama pengarah projek kami memberikn sedikit ucapan, ye la kan, ni majlis rasmi kot, mestila kna ade ucapan kn. lpas siap baca2 doa ape sume tu, aktiviti kami pon bermula . aktiviti pertama yg kami lakukan CHICKEN DANCE ! mase ni mmg seronoookkk sgt3 !!! ak pon boley tgk kegembiraan mereka semasa melakukan tarian itu...bukan sekali kot kietorg buat CHICKEN DANCE ni, 2 kali kot ! sbb dyeorg betol2 enjoyyy !!kiteorg pon mcm hepi la sbb tgk dyeorg hepi ! pastuu , abes je chicken dance tu, smbung plak ngn aktiviti mewarna... ade sorg pelajar ni, kesian sgt ak tgk dye... dye perempuan bangsa cina, bibir dye kebiru-biruan, bercakap pon kite x phm pape, but, ak try jugak ckp ngn dye, pastu ak tnya la pengarah dye, knapa bbir dye biru, dye kata, pelajar tu ade sakt jntung tahap 3 da ! tahap 3 wehhhh ! terkejut ak, mase tu mmg sedeyy gilerr la aku, kecian dye...apa yg ak mmpu boley buat hnya lah membahagiakan dye pada hari tu...

yg paling terasa sedih pada hari community service tu , bila seorg student down syndrome ni menyanyi lagu sejarah mungkin berulang....sgt3 sedih,,, kiteorg menangis ! melihat keadaan nye, dye cam bersungguh-sungguh...n xboleh nak dinafikan agi, suara dye sgt2 bestt !

banyak la aktiviti yg kiteorg buat mase kat sane...dyeorg pon enjoyy...n seyes ! stress pon boleh ilang semasa meluangkan mase dengan dyeorg..

before bertolak...










peaaceee !

MUZZAFAR..

ADEK ALYA <3

kawasan down syndrome cntre

hadiaah

johan berebut kerusi

studentss

apa yang boleh aku simpulkan kan kat cini , bersyukur lah dengan apa yg ditetapkan dikurniakan oleh kita..kerana itu adalah sebaik-baiknya....ada lagi yg lebih susak dari kita..jgn sesekali ego dan angkuh dengan kelebihan diri..anggap itu sebagai rezeki ! ALHAMDULILLAH :')